Yesterday and Breakfast

Well, I got super busy and was not able to write.

I had a chopped salad for lunch and then my husband made these calorie-heavy breakfast quesadilla for dinner.But I still didn’t go over my calorie limit because I didn’t eat that much during the day. My plan of storing up calories for the evening appears to be working.

I did Cardio X for part of my P90X lean. That workout is a bitch.But if I’m way out of breath and literally dripping with sweat, you know you got your 45 minutes worth.

I weighed in this morning at 180.1! Yay! The Vegas weight is gone.

This morning I was running late, so I once again had a piece of whole wheat bread for breakfast.

I’m having a grapefruit and some naked juice for lunch.

Dinner

I had a chopped salad (200 calories) and a avocado sandwich for dinner.

I also had a piece of toast with jam on it.

I’m under my calorie limit for today, but only because of the P90x workout and walking my dog. Good day!

I’m back

Well, I went to Vegas on Thursday and was there through Sunday. It was so much fun, but that meant a ton of binge eating and a ton of binge drinking. Things got really off track.

So I’m back home now and back up to 183.5. I’m sure a lot of it is just bloating, but it’s time to get back to my weight loss journey.

I had a Naked smoothie for brunch (I woke up super late and am still pretty full from the Wolfgang Puck I chowed down on last night).

I’ve decided to try a few new things. I’ve started p90x. I’m doing the lean cycle. I tried p90x about a year ago, but I did the regular cycle. It was really hard. I never thought it made a difference because I am a crazy person with body dysmorphic disorder, but I actually lose 13 lbs and I looked really toned. And that was only half way through it. I hope doing the lean version, which is more cardio and less weights (the way I prefer to workout), so I should stick with it this time.

Another is to take photos of myself once a week. Primarily as motivation. I have the tendency to not see the difference when I do lose weight, so I just give up. Not this time. I’m hoping photos will help me. So this is me at 183.5 lbs: